It’s been a constant background hum in my life. It’s not about being not good enough or perfect. It’s just I am never satisfied with what I am doing. The act itself, and not the result of it. Like, never. I’d start something I thought I wanted to do, and for a hot minute, maybe a day or two, there is this little spark of… something. But then, poof. It is gone, and the wanting starts all over again. And you know what I’m starting to realize? This constant state of not being okay with my actions is actually more… […] continue reading